Virginal Musings

imprecise:

Ines Estrada

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bblueberrypancakes:

this looks a lot like what my future will be. cats and alcohol.

(Source: kiteofbones)

I have taken my brother to the park, gone to the library, read, and done crafts. And I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. I’m not going to kill myself but fuck today is just one of those days where death is a lovely dream.

Anonymous asked: Hush, you're beautiful and I'm sure everyone around you thinks the same <3 Have a great day!

Thank you. ♥ You’re too sweet.

• I am in my weight range. Which means I’ve gained 25 pounds since the end of March. 
• I literally HATE my body. I thought with increased nutrition and recovery I was supposed to be able to embrace, celebrate, and love my body.
• I miss my anorexia sooooo much. 
• At this weight, I feel so uncomfortable and unhappy. At least when I was skinny I was pleased with myself and comfortable wearing shorts and swimsuits. Now I cringe at the thought of old classmates or boys seeing me. I know that technically I looked bad during my anorexia (pale, acne, thin hair, always cold - people would actually tell me that I looked like I was dying). But now I feel that at my present body I would never be able to have sex or swim or anything. I feel like I need to hide my disgusting body from the world.
• I have been having urges for taking pills and smoking some cigarettes. God, I need it today.

(Source: piecesofabroken-heart, via befearless73)

rollercoastersrock:

Millennium Force
Cedar Point

My favorite coaster.

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My Bible as of late.

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